So What ?

Sunday, January 11, 2009
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I know its been a while
like seriously a while
since i last updated.
let me just bring all of you in a fast-forward mode
from 2008 to now.
Countdown has always been the bomb
and again i got to shared it with Nadhirah(:
& also my other friends that includes Ain, Yana & Shida.
Stories at Nad's Blog & picx at Yana's blog.

Like it or not,
tired or not,
School reopen.
even though this year's a lil bias
i quite enjoy what i've got.
and every year is a new year.
i'm starting afresh but let's face it.
i'm not gonna change that much.
to me, this year there's not gonna be a serious-resolution.
just going with the flow.

last sunday, i went to 'support'
a bunch of my guy-friends playing soccer.
kalah oiii, haha.
funny thing is, it's friggin hot but i'm feeling cold inside
that's the effect he gave me.
you know who, nad/yana/ain(:
after which,i called yana to meet us under nad's block.
And again, watch them play.
but takraw,this time.
Aye, i know how to play takraw(:
a bit only though. haha.
since i have to wake up early for school the next day,
i went home at 11pm.

lastly,
Yesterday, there's a small gathering.
we went to places i've never been or only been once.
it was fun, of cos.
& i reached home at 4.30am.
oohh yes, i got what i deserved.
i'm not complaining though.

so there you have it.
Have a nice day, Readers.

5:24 PM

Sunday, December 7, 2008
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-Friday-
slacked with Nad,Yas,Khai(!!!),Amie,Alep & Wan
! beside khai's name because i soo miss him
& look what the cat drag in.
FILIANA! with the cuzzie,shasha.
nope,i'm not gonna let you pull my tress.
haha!

-Saturday-
Firstly, went to follow mum to geylang
yes, which mean i had to wake up damn early.
9.00 am,precisely. early rightttt?!
BUT! but,i did wake up which is something i'm very proud of.
considering im never the early riser.
haha, & i manage to make a plan with nadbunc on that day.
decided to go to marina barrage but.....
it's raining kittens & puppies(woof woof ehk,nad?)
call Amie & thank god, yas was with him.
Since Papi insist that we meet them at bugis, we made our way there.
note to be taken: it was my first time seeing papi but
he was oh-so-friendly, i had no problem being comfortable in his presence
plus the day was 'everbody's night' since he paid for everything.
best kannn...
the not-so-best part,i reached home around 1+
i knocked..
and knocked..
scared,knocked harder,no one answered the door.
i quickly made my way to nad's crib and stayed the night there.
with my mum's knowledge,of cause.
Yas,being the sweetest boy himself, asked me the next day
which is today, what time i reached home,did i get scolding for being late,
have i eaten yet & am i okay since he teased me the saturday night thru.
answer is:6.30 am, thankfully no, im not gonna eat since you said im fat(lol)
& dah biase kene kacau .
& again being goddamn sweet, he asked where & who did i spend the night with.
told him everything & how much i dislike that guy
you know which guy,nad.hahaha!

okay,readers/Naqiah
time to turn in.
happy reading
& i can't believe school's in 3 weeks++

Labels: i love that boy(:

9:42 PM

Thursday, December 4, 2008
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I've been complaining about how i've gain so much weight
& said that i won't care what others had to say
YET here i am, spending 10 mins whining about my weight
again & again & again.
One simple Reason why:

I can't accept the number i see on the weighing scale.

i'm just like any other girls who can't accept my appearance
because i look like a freaking 300-pound fugly monster.
Oooookay enough ranting.
i've gotta call nadhirah right now for tomorrow's plan.

Have a nice day,readers

Labels: another post about my weight

10:07 PM

Wednesday, December 3, 2008
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I'm feeling a little too fat right now.
yup,i've gain a whole lot of pounds
and definitely not happy with it.
goddamnit,i will when everyone just stop
giving those critical eyes and snark remarks!
damn fuckers,just die please.
last week,i've been trying so hard to not eat
but then i think again,
to let those muthafuckers have it their way?
not gonna happen.
i started eating again.
Infact, i just gobbled waffle crisp, tempura chicken rice,
seaweeds & a box of chilli chacha pocky.
haha, i know.

anyway,i've been spending quite a time with Nadbunc.
it was fabulous,of cos.
and i just can't wait for the next one.
what i'm craving right now is an outing
with mom & rin to bugis, maybe(?)
i just need to buy something new &
definitely a new contact
!!!!!!!
my eyes are hurting & i can't see w/o it!

2:19 AM

Saturday, November 29, 2008
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Yesterday was alright.
slipped into a dress and ipanema flip-flops,
a fashion mistake ,i know
and went to airport with family & cuzzies.
Ate at popeye's and this stupid couple kept on staring and laughing.
annoying,much right!
& so i stared back,dumbfuck trying to act brave only with the
equally dumb boyfriend,pretend to check her handphone.
Whatever sakk.

right after that,went to someplace else.
I will accept advices coming from someone
who knows how to take care
of his/her own childrens and advice does not mean
'i want you to change your way of dressing.change your appearance
bcos you look like a minah.'
that's not 'advice'
that's ordering & i do not take orders
what,do you expect me to wear scarf and long pants and
turtleneck long-sleeved all the time?
How i dress or how i am does not reflect anything at you at all.
until then,I am Me

Labels: i want my sister back.

3:17 PM

Tuesday, November 25, 2008
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Okay,maybe there ain't no 'renovation'
& yeah, been MIA for quite a long time.
nope,not busy just a little lazy.

Anyway,yesterday was exciting.
i get to FINALLY meet up with old friends.
you know,once you start to mix around with your friend
and had alot of funtime, you just want to do it again.
And guess what guess what.
on saturday,i had a surprise wake-up call
from someone i really find it hard to believe but
at the same time wish she would call.
yup,the skinnybone.LOL
i know,you know, we all know she's loud,crazy & hyper
but this time she's alot more louder,crazier & hyper-er(such thing?)
And i bet it keeps getting better.

oh well,the sec 4s had their wonderful night.
yes,Prom Night.
i went to Alysa's blog and everyone just transform.
Some were soo,very gorgeous.
i especially like wanie's dress.
i don't know whose the prom queen but wanie should be it.
Can't wait for my turn. =)

You will forever be in my beating heart
Where i store my first priorities
We might not be that close but close enough
to make a tear roll down from my eyes
everytime you got in my head.
I really hope you do know that
I Love you so much & take care

3:59 PM

Thursday, November 6, 2008
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Bill Kaulitz

i wanna stay single til the day i get him.
because i know i'll get him.
hahaha,fat hope -.-"
*sigh dreamily*
he's so hot in a unique wayy
there's nothing wrong with changing your taste in guys right?
so now,my taste in guys is just like him.(:

p/s:can't wait for tomorrow.
p.p/s:hope it's gonna be another fun day with them(:

Labels: btw., he's german

8:05 PM